1. |
Fear of Moving On p.1
05:05
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You said I’m not a hospital
No salvation, not a home
So why do I save everyone and still
Feel all alone?
Well hold on
To your crucifix and pray
For something better than this
I could save you
I could heal you
Burn myself up at both ends
I could save you
I could love you
If you’ll let me in
You said I’m not a hospital
I’ve given too much of myself
But I would cut myself right open to
Save anyone else
Well hold on
To your crucifix and pray
For something better than me
I could save you
I could heal you
Burn myself up at both ends
I could save you
I could love you
If you’ll let me in
Well hold on
To your crucifix and pray
For someone better than me
I could save you
I could heal you
Burn myself up at both ends
I could save you
I could love you
If you’ll let me in
I’ve defined myself in hospital halls
And late night calls
And other desperate attempts to keep you alive
At least I tried.
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2. |
Fear of Moving On p.2
03:24
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I haven’t slept in days
I haven’t left my house
Because you tried to save yourself
And I know how
No time left for goodbyes
Just a note to cope and grieve
You said that you’d miss me
Well then why’d you leave?
I’ve been having panic attacks
Thinking how I’ll never get you back
I’ve been feeling sick
I think this is it
Is this how I keep you safe?
With your memory locked away?
Now I know I won’t get better
Cause I know you’re gone forever
Did you really fix your hurt
Or just make it so much worse?
Cause all left at your wake
Were hearts for you to break
Countless nights i cried for you
Now what am I supposed to do?
You said that you’d miss me
Well then why’d you leave?
I’ve been having panic attacks
Thinking how I’ll never get you back
I’ve been feeling sick
I think this is it
Is this how I keep you safe?
With your memory locked away?
Now I know I won’t get better
Cause I know you’re gone forever
I’ve been having panic attacks
Thinking how I’d never get you back
You said, that you’d miss me
Well then, why’d you leave?
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3. |
November 9th, 5am
04:23
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There’re rips on the skin
On the side on my leg
That act as a map to
The dark in my head
Like acid that sits
At the back of your throat
That burns and churns
Until you choke
You said that you
You’d still love me
When we both grow old
But I can’t
I can’t hear you
With my head under the stove
I’ll be a ghost
Trapped under sheets
Sewing up up stitches
Inside you and me
I’ll break my ribs
Just to compensate
And I’ll give and I’ll give
I’ll give all I can take
There’s this darkness
I can’t live without
And I don’t want it
To bring you down
All I want to be
Is everything you’ll need
Paint my face
With pretty words
And I’ll tell you
Why you’re wrong
Cause even when
I’m at my best
I’m still
A fucking mess
Will you still love me
When I’m found
Asleep
Below our house
I’m the glass inside your mouth
Spit me out
I’ll be a ghost
Trapped under sheets
Sewing up up stitches
Inside you and me
I’ll break my ribs
Just to compensate
And I’ll give and I’ll give
I’ll give all I can take
There’s this darkness
I can’t live without
And I don’t want it
To bring you down
All I want to be
Is everything you’ll need
Will you still love me
When I’m found
Asleep
Below our house
I’m the glass inside your mouth
Spit me out
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